(Soliloquy), by TOČKA

(Soliloquy)

by TOČKA

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1.	1334 : 060416 01:20	lyrics	buy track
Can you let me know when you got this message? Can you let me know when you got this message? Can you let me know when you got this message? Can you let me know when you got this message? If you're getting dropped off, don't go home. Are you happy to sit it out? I'm leaving mum's at 6 o'clock. Can you let me know when you got this message? My black cloth from the bathroom window, have you got it? I can't find it. Can you let me know when you got this message? Are you happy to sit it out? Get back to me when you decide. I'm leaving mum's at 6 o'clock. Can you let me know when you got this message? Are you happy to sit it out? Can you let me know when you got this message? Can you let me know when you got this message? Can you let me know when you got this message? Can you let me know when you got this message? Get back to me when you decide. Can you let me know? Can you let me know? Can you let me know when you got this message? Get back to me when you decide. Can you let me know when you got this message? Can you let me know when you got this message? Can you let me know when you got this message? - Can you let me know when you got this message? - Can you let me know when you got this message? Can you let me know when you got this message? Can you let me know when you got this message? Can you let me know when you got this message?
2.	Orchids / Agitator 04:08	lyrics	buy track
Absolutely insane waveforms indeed.
3.	His Face, Caved In 03:04	lyrics	buy track
Endlich bin ich wirklich auf etwas gestoßen Weil ich es nach Wenn es sich so sehr verändert ständig beobachtete Aber ich es schließlich herausgefunden Das Muster dein Vordergrund bewegt sich wirklich und kein Wunder Die Frau dahinter rüttelt daran Manchmal glaube ich Dass ganz viele Frauen dahinter stecken und manchmal denke ich es ist nur eine Die schneller rumkriegen Und durch das Kriechen wird alles durchgeschüttelt An den ganz hellen Stellen hält sie ruhig Und an den ganz dunklen Stellen packt sie einfach die Gitterstäbe und rüttelt daran Und rüttelt daran Und rüttelt daran Und rüttelt daran Und rüttelt daran
4.	Fürchterlich 00:52	lyrics	buy track
Endlich bin ich wirklich auf etwas gestoßen. Weil ich es nachts, wenn es sich so sehr verändert, ständig beobachtete, habe ich es schließlich herausgefunden. Das Muster im Vordergrund bewegt sich wirklich - und das ist kein Wunder! Die Frau dahinter rüttelt daran! Manchmal glaube ich, dass ganz viele Frauen dahinter stecken, und manchmal denke ich, es ist nur eine, die schnell herumkriecht, und durch das Kriechen wird alles durchgeschüttelt. An den ganz hellen Stellen hält sie sich ruhig, und an den ganz dunklen Stellen packt sie einfach die Gitterstäbe und rüttelt daran.
5.	Girlsblouse 03:11	info	buy track
6.	Cephalate 02:56	lyrics	buy track
You don't decide how I feel. You don't decide how I feel. You don't decide how I feel. Did you see what she said? She fucking- She fucking- We live in inhospitable, low-rent locations Like bare bedrock, soggy bogs and the branches of trees While our hunters themselves no longer chop us down Fast swathes of habitats are lost to- Time to cut her out of our lives Did you see? Did you hear any of the fucking things that she said? She knew! She knew! And she went out of her way. This is how I feel. Please respect it. She knew! What a fucking pussy. I had to walk home by myself By myself! 12 am! 12 am! What the fuck, what a fucking bitch.
7.	Hedonism (feat. Faint Louis) 03:06	info	buy track
8.	Intravenous 03:25	lyrics	buy track
Shh Shh I know it wasn't right. I know it wasn't. And I'm sorry. I know it wasn't right I know it That's all good. Just let me know if anything changes. Why are you leaving? Do you have to leave? I don't know if that's the best idea. So stoked. Shh Oh come on now. I don't know.
9.	Natalia Nikolaevna 05:04	lyrics	buy track
Do what I want. I do what I want. Do what I want. I do what I want. Do what I want. I do what I want.
10.	Say No More (feat. Marsy) 04:09	lyrics	buy track
Heartbreaking I'm a soul to take Tied in chains Kept away From the words they speak I'm a nobody Just a phantom pain Is it real? Can I feel? Is there something I- Want to go away Leaving day by day Say goodbye to me You're never gonna see this face again Humiliating Debilitating I'm your doll, but Don't you know I'm not yours to keep I like everything I hate everyone When I sleep I will dream Of a world that's not mine You said a lot Say no more Say no more You said a lot Say no more Say no more
11.	Didn't Say 01:23	info	buy track
12.	Wench (feat. Amelia Sherman) 03:14	lyrics	buy track
Or not. That's cool too. Hello? Hello? Oh, there we go. Maybe I've just gotta be closer to it.
13.	Dishonesty 01:44	lyrics	buy track
Hey, I just wanted to ask Are we good? I know this is very potentially me overthinking Because I know, for me at least My week was really busy But I just noticed that when we would have talked You've kinda been answering shortly I just wanna make sure we're still on the same page You know? Oh. Why do you think that? Well my deal with last week was I had my musical And now that's over and I have so much time I love talking to you And I want to see how this goes But if the feeling isn't mutual then that's fine I don't want to make you pursue something you're just not feeling anymore. But I think we should still see each other next Monday. Just to see if there's anything still there Because, I really like you. Okay. That's alright. Thanks for being honest with me. All the best.
14.	Armor Knot 06:56	lyrics	buy track
Why are you letting yourself drown? Why are you letting yourself drown when there's an arm reaching down to save you? Why is the arm reaching? Why is the arm reaching, putting the rest of its host at risk? Why can't I speak out? Why can't I speak out to free the host from my torment? Why do you torment me so? Why do you torment me so when all I want is what's best? Why do you think you know what's best for me? What gives you the right to decide the best way to feel? Why can't you just decide? Why can't you just decide to take my arm or not? - Are you fucking serious? I have been so patient and so understanding through this whole situation and this is what you give me in return? Maybe if you stopped pushing me away you'd be happier. Every time I try to give you affection, you're so ungrateful. There's always an excuse with you. Why am I not enough for you? Why am I not good? Why can't you understand that I have needs too?
15.	Girlsblouse (galen tipton Remix) 03:24	info	buy track
16.	Hematoma 03:16	info	buy track
17.	Elstree 02:06	lyrics	buy track
-Can we go to the fair? -You don't want to go to the fair. -Well I do now. -Why couldn't you decide this earlier? -I don't know... I just want to go now. -We'll go later. I don't want to go right now. -Please? Can we go now? I really want to. -If you promise me you'll be good, then we'll go. -Thank you. I really want to go. -I do wish you decided this earlier. A little bit inconvenient. I do have things I wanted to do today. -I know, but I'm so happy you decided to take me. Thank you. Thank you for taking me today.
18.	Circumspect 01:24	lyrics	buy track
How am I the one being distant? You pushed me away today. I'm not mad. Stop ignoring me. Stop saying that! There were still 40 minutes left. I made time for you. I'm not mad. Stop saying I'm mad! That's not how I feel. You don't decide how I feel. You pushed me away because I accidentally ignored you? How is that fair? You always do this. I'm not mad. You don't choose how I feel. Please stop doing this to me.
19.	Escapee 06:21	info	buy track
20.	Orchids 02:30	info	buy track

about

Endless thanks to my friends and collaborators, Faint Louis, Marsy, Philomachis, Xavier, Annika, Lizzie and Caitlin, Jasmine, Liam, Rosie, Emily, Eleanor, Amelia, Galen, Holly Frances, Quay and Serena, Rebecca, Sega Bodega for the tips and Zebra Katz for your help.

thankyouthankyouthankyou

Thank you to Diane and Paul, to Betty, to Barbara, to Brian and Margaret, to Amber, Rachel, Janine, to Rick and Mere, to my tutors, especially Ben and Damian. To Jax, Zen, Lydia, Jayke, Matai and the rest of my class. To Trin and Sio. To Amanda and Janey. To jhl, Baby Zionov, DeLaye and the rest of AU/NZ Underground Artists Discord (rip), and to Scarlett, Bridge and the rest of the folks down at 95bFM, Friendly Potential and RadioActive.FM for your support.

It means the world to me.

credits

released November 9, 2022

Creative Direction by TOČKA and Xavier Farrow-Francis

Art by TOČKA, with additions by Xavier Farrow-Francis, Holly Frances and Marsy

Photography by TOČKA, Xavier Farrow-Francis, Rebecca Altenkrüger and Liam Stevens

Layout by TOČKA

Featuring vocals by Xavier Farrow-Francis, Bridge, Jasmine Deans, Annika Rübenacke, Liam Stevens, roop, emilk, furbyhasteeth, Caitlin MacTavish, Marsy, Amelia Sherman and loz

All tracks written by TOČKA, except ‘Orchids / Agitator’ written by TOČKA and Mars Rodriguez, ‘Fürchterlich’ written by Charlotte Perkins Gilman and TOČKA, ‘Cephalate’ written by TOČKA and Xavier Farrow-Francis, ‘Hedonism (feat. Faint Louis)’ written by TOČKA and Faint Louis, ‘Intravenous’ written by TOČKA, Xavier Farrow-Francis and Philomachis, ‘Say No More (feat. Marsy)’, written by TOČKA, Mars Rodriguez & Annika Rübenacke, ‘Dishonesty’ written by TOČKA and Xavier Farrow-Francis, ‘Armor Knot’, written by TOČKA and Xavier Farrow-Francis, ‘Circumspect’ written by TOČKA, Xavier Farrow-Francis & Liam Stevens, ‘Orchids’ written by TOČKA and Mars Rodriguez

All tracks produced by TOČKA, except ‘Hedonism (feat. Faint Louis)’ produced by TOČKA & Faint Louis, ‘Say No More (feat. Marsy)’ produced by TOČKA & Marsy

Additional production by Xavier Farrow-Francis on ‘Intravenous’

Vocal production by Marsy on ‘Say No More (feat. Marsy)’

All tracks mixed and mastered by TOČKA

Additional mixing by Xavier Farrow-Francis on ‘Girlsblouse’, ‘Intravenous’, ‘Circumspect’ and ‘Orchids’

‘Orchids / Agitator’ and ‘Orchids’ contain a sample from ‘Cherry’, written and performed by Mars

‘Fürchterlich’ interpolates a passage from the novella ‘The Yellow Wallpaper’, written by Charlotte Perkins Gilman

‘Intravenous’ contains a sample from ‘Derealization’, written and performed by Philomachis

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